Wednesday, July 7, 2010
tadah! its lunch break again. & here am i again ((:work is incomplete but yea, everything will be alright.
super miss love. & he said he wouldnt be able to come to me on sunday. ):
saddist. yea, there goes my off day. what should i do on that day den?
hmm. i'll just miss love plenty.
went home aft work ytd and love came over. (:
went to cwp to meet up to natalie for dinner. sakae sushi.
cravings* (: slurps.
was super tired ytd. teevee at home and off to bed.
baybeeeee, if i could only have one person to accompany me to walk thru the rest of my life, in the whole universal, u will be my only choice. there's no words in this world i could find to describe the exact feelings i have for u. so all i can ever say is i love u. and thats all i really know.
what we could have been, 1:41 PM.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
okay its tuesday now ((:
may this week pass faster. im sooo tired.
met love aft work for dinner.
ASHTON @ sembawang! ((:
nice nice. down to meet patrick, off to plush.
had some chat, drinks and sang songgsss.
haven been catching up with him for so long.
love went to work aft he drop us. ): misses.
was home ard 2am. mad tired.
love came home in the morning to wake me up for work.
heh. thankies. ((: breakfast with love before i start work.
so tired of paperwork. font are so damn small that i could hardly see even with my specs.
LOL! one more month to my bday.. exactly one month.
but ive got no plannings yet. ): where shld i celebrate so all my close friends could join me?
super miss love. ):
may this week pass faster. im sooo tired.
met love aft work for dinner.
ASHTON @ sembawang! ((:
nice nice. down to meet patrick, off to plush.
had some chat, drinks and sang songgsss.
haven been catching up with him for so long.
love went to work aft he drop us. ): misses.
was home ard 2am. mad tired.
love came home in the morning to wake me up for work.
heh. thankies. ((: breakfast with love before i start work.
so tired of paperwork. font are so damn small that i could hardly see even with my specs.
LOL! one more month to my bday.. exactly one month.
but ive got no plannings yet. ): where shld i celebrate so all my close friends could join me?
super miss love. ):
what we could have been, 2:13 PM.
Monday, July 5, 2010
here again. its my lunch time. haha. ((:
late post of my weekends. i had my sat a superb one.
heh. becos love was with me the entire day.
i ended work and went for lunch with baby. (:
off to dad's place. home to do some clearance and pack up my room.
supper with love at chomp chomp.
a nice one. seriously, i prefer a nice day with love den clubbing.
heh. sunday was okay. though love was busy.
i went to cut my fringe, pedicure.
evening to JB. and love came home soon aft.
another night with love.
love gave me a mini mouse to hug at work.
awesome!! super loved. ((:
late post of my weekends. i had my sat a superb one.
heh. becos love was with me the entire day.
i ended work and went for lunch with baby. (:
off to dad's place. home to do some clearance and pack up my room.
supper with love at chomp chomp.
a nice one. seriously, i prefer a nice day with love den clubbing.
heh. sunday was okay. though love was busy.
i went to cut my fringe, pedicure.
evening to JB. and love came home soon aft.
another night with love.
love gave me a mini mouse to hug at work.
awesome!! super loved. ((:
what we could have been, 1:24 PM.
Saturday, July 3, 2010
it was a stay home night ytd. ((:
i have been so homely for like 2 weeks alr.
somehow i donno where to go anymore.
& like there's no one to turn to.
so, ya im working 5.5 days a week.
other than that, i'll just be at home.
guess im just a boring person..
love is dying under my boredom.
so shall let him just move on with his program. (:
janet and patrick calls up kinds late. and im alr like damn lazy to move.
here, today is a sat. and i'll be release from work at 1230.
what to do today? hmm. i miss love alot when he's not ard.
but somehow when he's ard, we doesnt seems to talk that much anymore.
love say he feels a distance between us. somehow i felt so too.
but how shld i improve. i seriously donno.
we need something to color up our love life ((:
or was it just that honeymoon period is over?
i do not noe but im still going to put in effort to make this r/s work out.
even if it doesnt i wouldnt regret. cos ive tried my best.
its like 10.18am still. like 1hr 40mins more to end work.
my task is done for today so i should just relax and wait time to pass. haha.
didnt wake love up when im going for work this morning
he's tired. and he gonna work tonight. hope he would still be sound aslp till i come home (:
superr missed and loved.
i have been so homely for like 2 weeks alr.
somehow i donno where to go anymore.
& like there's no one to turn to.
so, ya im working 5.5 days a week.
other than that, i'll just be at home.
guess im just a boring person..
love is dying under my boredom.
so shall let him just move on with his program. (:
janet and patrick calls up kinds late. and im alr like damn lazy to move.
here, today is a sat. and i'll be release from work at 1230.
what to do today? hmm. i miss love alot when he's not ard.
but somehow when he's ard, we doesnt seems to talk that much anymore.
love say he feels a distance between us. somehow i felt so too.
but how shld i improve. i seriously donno.
we need something to color up our love life ((:
or was it just that honeymoon period is over?
i do not noe but im still going to put in effort to make this r/s work out.
even if it doesnt i wouldnt regret. cos ive tried my best.
its like 10.18am still. like 1hr 40mins more to end work.
my task is done for today so i should just relax and wait time to pass. haha.
didnt wake love up when im going for work this morning
he's tired. and he gonna work tonight. hope he would still be sound aslp till i come home (:
superr missed and loved.
what we could have been, 10:13 AM.
Friday, July 2, 2010
haven been blogging for quite some time.
have been so damn fcuking busy.
haha. gotten a new job and is busy with it.
& yea, im using lunch time to post up this post.
shall try to update more often. (:
work is kinda stress and tiring for me.
as its something ive never been exposed to.
learning some new things though sometimes its kinda rush that i have to stay for OT.
but ya, its life. hoping that everything will goes on smooth.
and maybe after sometime i would just switch company. no idea though.
okay, this is for my love.
hello baybee, kinda long we didnt really have time for each other.
ure busy with work and i am as well. just that mine is more scheduled time.
superr missing ya when ure not ard. thanks for being ard when im sick and needed the doctor. u were there. thankies. i noe u've tried ur best being ard.
and i appreciate it more than anyone else. baybee, u've been loved.
have been so damn fcuking busy.
haha. gotten a new job and is busy with it.
& yea, im using lunch time to post up this post.
shall try to update more often. (:
work is kinda stress and tiring for me.
as its something ive never been exposed to.
learning some new things though sometimes its kinda rush that i have to stay for OT.
but ya, its life. hoping that everything will goes on smooth.
and maybe after sometime i would just switch company. no idea though.
okay, this is for my love.
hello baybee, kinda long we didnt really have time for each other.
ure busy with work and i am as well. just that mine is more scheduled time.
superr missing ya when ure not ard. thanks for being ard when im sick and needed the doctor. u were there. thankies. i noe u've tried ur best being ard.
and i appreciate it more than anyone else. baybee, u've been loved.
what we could have been, 2:01 PM.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DADDY! (:
went over to daddy house to eat with him.
end up he went for mahjong session. LOL.
aunty cooked curry chicken and chilli crab.
super nice (: lovess. aunty is such a good chef.
love didnt managed to join us as he's working.
sad ): super missed love.
love's getting busy with work recently. jiayou yea (:
he will only be back at night and by den he's gonna be so damn tired alr.
tmr morning i gotta work. no time to pei love alr.
when i end work, thats when he need to start work alr.
so sad. super miss love laa. get back soon yea.
hope our working schedule could match den we'll have more time tgt.
work is kinda tough at first.
everytime i learn new things, it seems so tough.
but after sometime everything seems to gets better.
hope everything goes well for me (:
its a brand new start and i really love to end work early.
haha. but sadly love dont get a chance to enjoy with me.
feeling a little lonely & tired at home.
love, i wanted so much of you. please come back soon. <3
end up he went for mahjong session. LOL.
aunty cooked curry chicken and chilli crab.
super nice (: lovess. aunty is such a good chef.
love didnt managed to join us as he's working.
sad ): super missed love.
love's getting busy with work recently. jiayou yea (:
he will only be back at night and by den he's gonna be so damn tired alr.
tmr morning i gotta work. no time to pei love alr.
when i end work, thats when he need to start work alr.
so sad. super miss love laa. get back soon yea.
hope our working schedule could match den we'll have more time tgt.
work is kinda tough at first.
everytime i learn new things, it seems so tough.
but after sometime everything seems to gets better.
hope everything goes well for me (:
its a brand new start and i really love to end work early.
haha. but sadly love dont get a chance to enjoy with me.
feeling a little lonely & tired at home.
love, i wanted so much of you. please come back soon. <3
what we could have been, 2:54 PM.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
oh yea. i haven been updating blog again. (:
busy with work. started my new job already.
still not used to it. so i guess i just need to get used and everything will be okay. *hopefully*
happy that work is really near my house. good good! ((:
and i end work early everyday. superb. though gotta wake up really early.
love's on the way back to meeee.. heh. feels like damn long didnt see him.
but in fact he just left for work like this morning. haha.
its a saturday night. & i seriously donno if i shld go out.
feels kinda lazy but a part of me was like dont waste a saturday away.
im still young. shld party hard right? (:
okay. final conclusion.. party with baby ((:
loveylovey.
what we could have been, 11:29 PM.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
once upon a time, i believe it was tuesday
when i caught ur eye
and we caught onto something, i hold on to the night
you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
were u just kidding?' cause it seems to me
this thing is breaking we down, we almost never speak
i dont feel welcome anymore
baby, what happened? please tell me
'cause one second it was perfect
now you're halfway out the door
and i stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
and they u feel so low, you cant feel nothin' at all
and i flashback to when he said, forever and always
and it rains in ur bedroom, everything is wrong
it rains when ure here and it rains where ure gone
cause i was there when u said forever and always
was i out of line? did i say something way too honest
that made u run and hide like a scared little boy
looked into ur eyes, thought i knew you for a minute
now im not so sure
so here's to everything, coming down to nothing
here's to silence that cuts me to the core
where is this going? thought i knew for a minute
but i dont anymore
and i stare at the phine and he still hasn't called
and then u feel so low, you cant feel nothing at all
when i caught ur eye
and we caught onto something, i hold on to the night
you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
were u just kidding?' cause it seems to me
this thing is breaking we down, we almost never speak
i dont feel welcome anymore
baby, what happened? please tell me
'cause one second it was perfect
now you're halfway out the door
and i stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
and they u feel so low, you cant feel nothin' at all
and i flashback to when he said, forever and always
and it rains in ur bedroom, everything is wrong
it rains when ure here and it rains where ure gone
cause i was there when u said forever and always
was i out of line? did i say something way too honest
that made u run and hide like a scared little boy
looked into ur eyes, thought i knew you for a minute
now im not so sure
so here's to everything, coming down to nothing
here's to silence that cuts me to the core
where is this going? thought i knew for a minute
but i dont anymore
and i stare at the phine and he still hasn't called
and then u feel so low, you cant feel nothing at all
what we could have been, 3:02 PM.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
love went back home this afternoon. i totally understand that u need to be home, but still i cant stop myself from missing u.
ytd was a miracle. a stay home sat night. ((:
i became so homely recently. seldom go out alr. maybe ppl ard u will really make u change.
went for movie with love ytd at tiong bahru.
karate kid. love have been grumbling that he wanna watch that. hah.
nice show though. i feel so touched and cried alot in the cinema.
haha. love say imma cry baby. oops!
went to visit daddy today. he's not feeling well.
refused to eat panadol and says that it doesnt helps.
wanted to bring him to the doctor and he rejected as well.
as heartache to see him shiver. ):
had lunch with sis and her bf.
love being with my family.
if only love was there as well it will be such a beautiful scene.
maomao is getting smarter and growing well nowadays.
its gonna be interview tml. hope everything goes well for me yea (:
love, i miss u when ure not ard. i wont be angry if u go home silly.
i totally understand that ur family needs u as well.
just like me (: dont worry about me. just do whatever that makes u happy okay.
cos all i wanted is u to be happy (:
with loves. <3
what we could have been, 7:12 PM.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
been home for 4 days.. thats a miracle for me.
seems to have lost interest in clubbing.
been looking for job but donno whats best for me.
what am i actually looking for. im still at a age whereby i donno what i want. ):
hope to get something good along the way.
went to register for liscense few days back. & looked thru the basic booklet just now.
mad confusing ): hopefully i'll managed to get my liscense. dont wish to waste money.
having bad appetite this few days. whats wrong with me eh?
please~ someone color my life for meeee..
needa tone down my hair color. having this hair color i doubt i can get any job.
haha. (: want my hair to grow faster. super miss my long hair.
love have been busy with work recently. ):
i must learn to be more independent and understanding.
IM STUBBORN, ATTITUDE, SHORT-TEMPERED, UNFRIENDLY, UNSOCIALABLE, LAZY,
LIKES TO CRITICISE PEOPLE, DUMB, ARROGANT & everything bad u can think of ):
what we could have been, 8:16 PM.
